Tom, Dick or Harry?

Not this that this should come as a surprise to ANYONE but here it is again: Boy trouble! Well not really trouble. Just options. Because, you know, there can never only be one guy at a time. Its either 0 or 2+ which means options, which makes things difficult and fairly complicated :/

To be honest though, there are only 2 this time. Harry is more of a friend problem - I'm starting to think that CB is developing feelings for me now that I am back in Fresno because we've been friends for so long and most of his other girl friends and love interests have moved away. We've always had kinda one of those relationships where we could cuddle and it wasn't a big deal (or so I thought anyway) and then we hung out on Friday and he kept trying to kiss the top of my head and was more flirty than usual... Danger zone. Hopefully that will be one those problems I can just skirt by  with subtle hints. It HAS worked in other cases so... I could be lucky. Right?

But back to Tom and Dick (or JB and MC to be more precise). First, on graduation night JB asks me to get dinner next time I'm in town after giving me this long-winded (granted, intoxicated) speech about how he wanted to ask me out during this last semester but was so busy and didn't think he could be a good boyfriend (which I'm pretty sure is bullshit since he was only taking 6 units and I definitely saw him at a few BTP parties but whatever). And, as much as I hate to admit it, I REALLY liked him at the beginning of the semester so as soon as he said some of these things my stomach flipped over a little bit. Against my wishes. So, not as over him as I thought.

THEN there's MC on whom I have developed a crush over the course of the semester due to many facebook chats and a failed attempt to hang out in a hot tub (long story - its not as skanky as it sounds, I promise). And according to RK, he told her that he wanted to ask me out before I left but then chickened out at the last minute. Also, since I have been home, he has facebook IMed me 3 times. Also a plus - he hasn't graduated yet. Only thing that doesn't fit is that he's not my "usual type" I guess - he's not outspoken or overly charming. He's just SUPER sweet.

Unfortunately both of these gentlemen are still in LA where I desperately wish I could be. But cannot due to the fact that living down there would have made me poor and jobless. Especially since I lack the ever-important car. However, I am going down (fingers crossed) in a 2 weeks for a graduation party. The question then is, whose attentions to pursue? Tom? Dick? Both? Neither?

Long story short: Men suck.